I gave my boyfriend oral for the first time, the aftermath didn’t go well and now i’m upset with him. Am i overreacting?
Posting this here cause i didn’t know where else i could post it. For context, i’m 20 years old, and a virgin (he knows this). My boyfriend is 24 and has been with a few girls before me. He’s my first “real” boyfriend. Yesterday he was at my place, and after some kissing i noticed he was doing gestures with his body of which i understood he wanted me to give him oral. I got visibly nervous and told him again that i’m really inexperienced, to wich he replied ‘it’s easy just open your mouth and i’ll do the rest’. I just laughed it off and we kissed again. I was laying on my back with him on top of me, he asked if i wanted to give him a handjob so that’s what i did. After a while he took over and started jerking off himself, but at this point he was already sitting on my stomach/chest area with his penis very close to my mouth. Then i got nervous again and told him ‘i’ve never done that before i really can’t do it’. I got no response from him and he just kept making those gestures towards my mouth while jerking off so i decided to just try it. It didn’t last too long cause he was pretty much already done when i put it in my mouth. After it was done i wanted to kiss him, but he made this nasty face and said ‘no no, go brush your teeth first.’ (Again i’m really inexperienced with all of this), so i thought he was just joking cause i didnt get why he wouldnt want to kiss me. I went in for a kiss again and he pushed my face away and told me again to go brush my teeth, brush my tongue, and use mouthwash. I said okay, and went to go brush my teeth. He followed me into the bathroom and said ‘maybe brush it twice.’ I asked him what his problem was, and he said ‘i don’t want sperm in my mouth.’ I was getting a little annoyed, so after i brushed my teeth i said ‘well, i don’t think i’m ever gonna do that (oral) again’ To which he replied ‘Ok well i didn’t ask you to do it.’ That’s when i got really upset and even had to hold back tears, because yes, it’s true he didn’t ask me to do it, but he made the gesture multiple times and i still tried it even after telling him i couldn’t, and feeling so nervous. He was surpised that i got so upset and said he didn’t understand why i was upset. After a while of sitting in silence he apologised to me and went home. I havent spoken to him but he did send me a text saying sorry again, and he’s still confused why it got me upset. I’m starting to think i’m overreacting. Am i?
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